Ahh I miss her!
How many times can you do this before you become THAT asshole? Five? Yeah, let’s go with five.
Maybe 6;)
Is it an option
Ive always seen suicide as a selfish act. But i understand why people do it. Sometimes talking about problems doesn’t fix them, it just makes them worse.
For all those who have taken their lives i hate you. For leaving this gap behind so the rest of us have to pick up the slack. And in the same token i am respectful of you. What you did was insanely difficult thing to do. Stupid but gutsy. i sometime wonder what im capable of doing
talking to the only one who listens
i want to know what pushed u that far mate. i swear im at breaking point.
Alot of things have changed since i last spoke to u buddy.
i cant find happiness. in nothing. Im miserable mate. Hey do you want to go for a beer??
I could really do with a distraction right now.
just anything would be good buddy. Say hi to the big man for me. Put in a good word for me hehe.
talk soon mate, love ya
Friends?
Seriously how many more friends are going to do this to me? This is beyond a joke!!!! 2 friends in 2 days!! Here jake let me push this knife deeper!!! Ta guys. Ta
No where to run from this
This is the time of night I’m scared of most. When I’m alone with my thoughts. Greeted by darkness and that constant pitch of silence. I can’t escape it. I’ve been putting it off for as long as I can, but my eye lids are heavy with exhaustion and I can’t put it off any longer so here goes nothing…
I hate hurting you. I hate it! I hate myself for what I have caused. I hate that ive done this to you.
But I have to do it…
Never have I felt so alone. I’m so scared of what each day will bring. Nothing is sure anymore.
But I’m sorry. It has to be this way…
I don’t know who I am anymore. I need to find me. Before there can ever be an us.
And I have NO idea how long that’ll take. If ever….
Fuck
